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Raj loharuka-Main kya hoon yeh koi nahi samajh paayega kyuki
main apne aap ko aaj tak khood nahi samajh paaya.
shayyad aisa insaan jo sirf sachhai par chalna chahta
hai ya ek aisa insaan jisne pyaar se bahut kuch sikha.
sach kehte hain log ki koi aise hi shayar nahi ban jaata.
Isi baat par ek shaayari-
"Shaayar ke kalam
se likhi shaayri
tabhi aati hain jab ho uske
aankhon main ek tasveer pyaari
ho agar uske aankhon
main ek sapna
toh ban jaata hai
uska dard ek nagma
yeh ya toh woh
shaayar hi jaane
ya phir uski woh
shaayari"
"Abhi kalam se kuch boond
nikle bhi na the
ki dil ka dard aankhon
main utar aaya
abhi kuch boond shabd
ban bhi na paaye the
ki dard aansoon ban kar
aankhon main jhalak aaya"
- dekha ek sidha saada insaan bhi pyaar main kya nahi ban jaata
par yeh kehna galat hai ki pyaar galat hai.duniya main shaayad
hi koi aisa insaan hoga jisne pyaar ko samjha hoga.pyaar ke
bahut roop hote hain .par shaayad duniya ki banayee galat nazariye
mera pyaar mujhse leliya gaya.main aaj tak nahi samajh paaya
ki aakhir meri galti kya thi bas itna ki maine usse itna pyaar kiya
ki ab uske bin main ji nahi sakata.
"ek ladka tha deewana sa ,ek ladki pe woh marta tha
subah shaam har pal,bas usse hi pyaar karta tha
jab bhi usko dekhoon har pal ,gum-sum sa rehta tha
jab bhi us ladki se milta tha,usse kuch khna chahta tha
par shaayad woh uske, inkaar se darta tha
Ek din wahi hua jisse woh, sabse jyaada darta tha
bhool jana tha us ladki ko,jiska woh itna deewana tha
jiske bagair woh zindagu toh kya,ek pal bhi nahi ji sakata tha
kya thi uski bas itna,ki woh us ladki se bahut pyaar karta tha
kisi ne yeh nahi samajha, ki woh kyon usse pyaar karta tha "
-Aur ab main aise jagah par hoon jahan main sab dard samajh
sakata hoon aur shaayad isi liye main bada aadmi banna chahata
hoon taki main logon ke liye kuch kar sakoon.kyunki ab main
samajhta hoon ki dard kya hota hai phir chahe dard pyaar mein
mile ya kisi aur wajah se par dard toh dard hi hota hai.aur jab
mujhe uski sabse jyaada jaroorat thi toh woh mujhe chod ke chali
gayi kyunki uske parents ko pata chal gaya aur woh apne parents
ko hurt nahi karna chahati.ajeeb hai na ki kisi ko khusiyan dene
ke liye aap ko kisi aur ko dard dena hota hai.usne apne parents
ko khusiyan de di aur mere liye chod gayi sirf yaadein ,dard aur
aansoo .shaayad woh mujhe bhool chuki aisa woh kehti hai par
mujhe yakeen hai ki meri soni mujhse utn hi pyaar karti hai jitna
main.yeh toh nahi janata ki uske bin ji paaomga ya nahin par jab
zinda raha usi ki yaadon ke saath jiyoonga lekin kisi aur ka haath
nahi thamoonga,kyunki main kisi aur ko dard dena nahi chahata,
aur phir mere pyaar ne mere jeene ke liye kitne kasmein chod
gayi hai aur phir mujhe un logonke liye bhi toh jeena jo meri tarah
akele hain ,aur phir pyaar hamein sikhati hai ki hamesha woh karo
jisse apna pyaar uncha rahein.isi liye main jiyoonga,apne liye na sahi
lekin apne pyaar se kiye gaye wadon ke liye,aur kareta rahoonga
intezaar,phir woh intezaar ek pal ka ho,ya ek sadi ka ho,ya phir kayee
janamon ka-
Aur is nayi zindagi ki shuruat jahan maine dard ko smajha hai us
sachhe dard aur mohabbat ke liye-
"KASHMIR-core of our nationhood"
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"Unchi vaadiyan,barphile pahad
jahan ki jheelon main dikhta hai pyaar
jahan khilti thi kabhi phoolon ki bahar
ban gayee hai woh dharti aaj dharmon ki darar
Jahan chahakati thi kabhi pairon ki gunjan
jahan behti thi hawain karke san-sanan
jahan dil se banata tha dilon ka rishta
jahan pahunch kar rehti thi bas aankhon main muskurahat
aaj hain toh bas jalati yaadon ka savistaan
Jo thi kabhi bas sapano ka jahan
jahan bacchon ke sang rehta tha khuda
jahan se khulta tha swarg ka rasta
aaj hai toh woh bas nafrat ka jahan
Jahan ab rehta hai khuda banke masjid main
jahan rehta hai bhagwan kahin ek mandir main
kal kahenge isaai hai yeh meri bhi dharti
kar do batwara tod do yeh jahan
Jahan insaano ki toh kya
bacchon ki bhi nahin koi kimat
jahan har pal kuchal diya jaata hai
kahin na kahin kisi ke sapano ka sahar
taki bana sake woh apne khuda ka ghar
Jahan behti hai pavitra ganga ki lahar
jo thi kabhi kai sanskritiyon ka sahar
ab rehta hai wahan bas mout ka kahar
aankhen hai nam hai unmain dahsat ki dagar
Ab dhuan-dhuan hai har ek raasta
dhuen main jal gaya hai jahan
karoon bhi to ab karoon main kya
kaise dilaoon main unko muktiyan
Kya gunah tha un masoom jaano ka
jiski mail rahi hai unhe mout ki sazaa
shaayad janmain hai us dharti par jismein
likha hai insaano ne dharmaon ki daastan
Jhalakti thi kabhi jinke aankhon main masoomiyat
dar khauf bana un aankhon ki shakshiyat
jin aankhon ko dekhana tha pyaara sapana
dekhti hain woh aaj maut ki hakeekat
Kyon tod dete hain log ek doosare ka ghar
woh bhi toh log hain unka bhi toh hoga ghar
hoga unka bhi toh pyaara sa parivar
phir kyon saakh se patton ki tarah
kar dete hain logon ko khud se juda
Chubhati hain in aankhon ki khamoshiyan
gunjti hain toh bas dhamaaakon ki sehnaiyan
laashon ki bichi dher main se kabhi aati hai
toh woh hai bas mout ki sargoshiyan
Ponchati hain woh aankhen tum kya jaante ho
kyon jalti hain in dilon main chingaariyan
sahoge jab jo maine hai saha
tab jaanoge dard hota hai kya
hote hai jab apne apno se juda
jab ho jaati hai saari khusiyan rehnooman
tab reh jaati hai bas dard ki siskiyan
lagne lagati hai phir duniyan gumnuman
Bataoge nahi toh hum jaanege kaise
samjhaoge nahi toh hum samjhenge kaise
rahoge akele toh kya haasil hoga
saath rahoge toh shaayad yeh faasala kam hoga"
LOVE YOU SONI
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"Love you from the bottom of my heart
you are the one who lies deep in my heart
and with my dreams filled with colours of your love
i just want to say that i love you very much,my love" 
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